The yogurt maker I had ordered, in order to try my hand in that, never came, so didn't get to give that a go. But, I ate completely accordingly all week and allowed myself plenty of rest and, though I did feel better for the earlier part of Thursday... I'm just not seeing any improvement. Which, I realize, is part of this process. It can just be so discouraging sometimes.
And I just want a quick fix.
I want a permanent fix.
I want a fix.
I want to feel better.
I want to feel free to go somewhere (anywhere) and not have to be concerned about restroom locations or how long I can travel by car.
I want to read something other than dietary information or research about this stupid disease, in my spare time.
I want a full night's sleep.
Heck, I just want some 'normal' food.
But... I want to succeed in this.
I want to keep pressing on.
I want to retain hope for a better, healthier future.
I want to be better for it.
And even stronger for it.
It's just that some days are harder than others. And this is just one of them.
*Any prayers for sustained hope and improved health welcome.*